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July 11 updatehowdy ppl, what the hell is up??? nada here, sittin in summer skool, suxx but o well, and i have absolutely nothing to write, cant think... cold, hungry, tired, bored outta my skull, i may as well be in jail, lol, well... i guess im gunna go
mike
p.s. comment and shit... add me to msn... or myspace
hellraiser666_89@hotmail.com <---msn
hellraiser666_89@yahoo.com <--- myspace February 11 i dont carewhatz up people, wait, u kno what i just realized... I DONT CARE... i dont really care about anything anymore... dont care about love, dont care about hate, dont care about skool, dont care about my future, dont care about my past, i really dont care about the present, as much as i love it... i dont care about skateboarding, dont care about personal hygene... i just dont fuckin care... I DONT CARE!!! love was just a figment of my imagination... then i started to believe in it... so then it was kinda kool, but now i realised that love isnt real... as much as u think u love someone or something... u really dont... u just like it alot... i kno... ive been there and back a million tims... and im sick of it... so u kno what my new motto it... I Dont Care... yea... that saying used to get me into trouble.. it lost me some things.. it gained me some things, but in the end, i realised I DONT CARE... u can yell and bitch at me all u want and i still wont care... in fact, i dont even care about this blog, im just posting it so ppl can have something to read... so as i sit here... typing whatever my fingers feel like typing, i find myself thinking... why to people tell others about their true feelings??? i always keep mine locked up... but occasionally i unlock it, just to see what happens... and nothing good ever comes of it... nothing... ever... and it sucks... so from now on... im gunna keep them locked up... there will be no love, no hate, no happy, no sad... NOTHING... and I DONT CARE... well, imma let all u go so i can think... my head is too clogged to even care rite now.. l8er
mike
p.s. im single again... yay me... (y cant i ever make up my fucking mind???)
p.s.s. leave me a comment, so i can read the shit, like... tell me how u would deal with this or something, i dont care, just leave me something to read January 05 HAHA!!! YES!!!HEY YOU!!!.... hahaha.... whatz up ppl??? not too much here, just in science class.... woop-de-do.... sucks A$$ .... i wanna sleep.... but i cant... F**kers... haha bi*ches im goin out with lou lou.... (D.J. says hi) ... but neway... back to the subject.... LOU LOU, HAHA!!! f*uckers, beat that..... she rools, yea... i spelt it rool.... got a problem with it??? lets take it outside, lol, jk..... too dam* cold, lol.... well, ppl, class is almost over and the teacher is getting suspicious, so ill ttyalll8er, haha...
MIKE!!!!!!!!!
p.s. did i mention that lou lou kicks a$$.... did i??? o well, ill say it again..... LOU LOU KICKS A$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! December 22 WOW!!!hello kids... u kno how ur parents always told u not to talk to strangers??? well screw them, lmao..... wow... im soooooo freakin hyper and theres no reason for it... and i got nuttin to do but type... so thatz what imma do...... type random stuff..... well, whatz up with all u little punks??? huh... i cant hear u... speak up, lol.... well... im single again.... yippie.... even though it was my choice, it kinda suxx.... she liked my friend more anyway..... ill b alone 4 x-mas..... YES!!!! nobody loves me this i kno, cuz my mommy told me so..... lmao, jk.... my mom wouldnt tell me that, not like id care anyway...... i havent cared about much lately..... i wonder if thats a sign that im F**KED UP!!!! probly, o well..... i got 2 new awesome cds.... roadrunner united- all star sessions, and korn- see you on the other side...... hell yea, they rule... im listenin to korn rite now.... yes!!! well, i get to go to my moms on x-mas... awesome crap... i wont be home at all though... probly be walkin to walmart again, lmao.... not.... that was fun but it was 3 miles in the snow.... SNOW!!! COLD!!!! brrrr.... god..... great times.... i love the dells, theres never a time where it suxx, unless i piss myself off by doing something stupid, or by not doing something that i kno i should have done....damn i hate myself.... o well..... is it getting long yet u freaks??? huh??? huh??? yea, thats what i thought, lol.... i got a new blanky... its black with silver stiching... YES!!! boom-shaka-laka.... ah hahaha.... woo hoo...... i need to lay off the crack, lol...hmmm.... ohhh, i got a new laptop too, so all u little butt munchers can talk to me on msn... yahoo... and myspace, lol..... i want a bass guitar 4 x-mas... i need it, its kool and itll keep me busy...... i need it... i need it.... I NEED IT!!! ok, i think this is getting long and i wanna eat, so u lil ppl r lucky, otherwise id keep typin, lol,
TALK AT YALL L8ER
MIKE
p.s. leave a comment so i have something to read, lol November 14 newshey people, what the hell is up??? not too much here, but life is kinda gay, lol, cuz im livin at my dads and it was really boring cuz i didnt have 2 many friends, so i made my mind up and i said i wanna live at my moms, so now since i said that, i got freakin friends poppin up left and right, i got ppl talkin 2 me that i dont even kno, so now im starting to have second thoughts about it, but i wont change my mind, i gotta start makin my mind up and crap. well, on the other hand, i have different fingers, lmfao, god im funny. o yea, did i mention that a 18 year old wants 2 go out with me..... strange, im not that likeable. well, i hope u start feelin better sara, sounds like u r havin a rough time. and ummm... o yea, i had the koolest weekend ever, at 2:30A.M. on sat, me, dustin, and andrew walked down to dennys from my house, for those who dont kno where its at, its like 2-3 miles away, and we orderd 6 miniburgers and made a total mess of the place, then we bugged this waitress till she gave us a $hit load of crackers, so now she is the cracker lady, lmao, and we started 2 walk home at like 3:30, and it got really really cold out, so we started hitchiking and sum1 actually f**king picked us up, i was like holy $hit, lol. then i spent the whole day sk8in round with brian, and painting my bike and board..... i think me and brian got a little too much of the fumes cuz it was crazy after that, then the next day, i spent like 6 hours at saras house doin nuttin... but it was the fun kinda nuttin, not the boring kind, lol, and her doggies didnt really bother me :D, plus i got a 6 gaue in my ear now, yippie!!! well, ill talk at u peeps l8er cuz this is getting long, ttyall l8er, buh byez. October 26 okie dokieok, well i guess my last entry was kinda crazy, but tis the truth.... ok, so now that ive brought it down a couple million pegs..... im much calmer...... alot calmer..... and no matter what i say and no matter how bad i think i hate life, its something i must live with....o well..... and im single.... again.... hmmm, well, i gotta get goin cuz im runnin outta time, kk, talk 2 yall l8erz, peace October 10 random stuffwow... serious depre$$ion.... sucks sooo much @$*, da** fu**in sh**.... i can only take so much, with the ppl yellin at me, everyone pi$$ed at me, the random thoughts of $uicide, AHHHHH!!! its driving me fu**in nutz, graaarrr, ugh..... fu**, fu**, fu**, fu**, fu**, da**, god, i wanna fu**in do it..... i wanna fu**in do it so da** bad.... but i cant, i already put a knife across my wri$t and it scared the $hi* out of me, i really really wanna do it but, but, FU**!!!!!!!!!!! im afraid of what everyone else will do if i do it..... i dont want to upset everyone.... i dont want my siblings to have to grow up with the loss of 1 of their brothers....... da**it, if i had tear glands id probly cry, but yet again, i cant. omg, im gunna seriously fu**in flip out and have a severe mental breakdown that is gunna get my @$$ killed or thrown into a fu**in padded room........ FU**!!!!!!!!! i need to find a way to get all this fu**in built up rage and depre$$ion out.... i already got in a fight, it helped alot, but now its all back, like twice as bad..... omg.....plus, it really doesnt help that i wanna see what it is like... hmmm...... well, ill let use guys go b4 i get ne closer to doin it..... ill update l8er, maybe, peace October 04 hmmm....okie dokie.... well then, today i got in a fite:D kisk ass, well, kinda, now im suspended 4 3 daze with a $160.00 ticket, ouch, and i got a black eye. well, now for my more depressing shit... well... i went to home coming with sara(my new gf for those that didnt kno) which kicked ass, other than the fact that i made an ass of my self bc i didnt really dance at all, the only time i danced was a slow song with her... so i feel like an ass 4 that, i also found out how agressive i am, i was l-l < that fuckin close to hittin a girl..... NEVER hit a girl, its mean.... and i also learned that all of my worst attributes are what im best at, im a dick, im mean, im an asshole.... the list could go on but its too depressing, well, i guess ill quit blabberin and shit, l8erz ppl.... bye..... o yea.... <3 sara <3 July 31 durr....well... ummm...... i got nuttin, if ne1 has ne ideas on what to put here tell me, lol, cuz my mind is at a stand still. well i dont want to waste nemore of ur time, and i gotta get goin, l8er dayz, peace |
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